For the first time of my life,
I'm taking early leave to go home.
Now, I know that's nothing to be proud about,
but I couldn't help it.
I came to school like a zombie.
All black faced and that.
So, I was thinking why not I just go home and
not let my friends suffer, by forcing them to entertain me.
Well, I got Mr Teo's signature.

I feel so cold and drowsy in the computer lab now.
Printing 'The Rime of the Ancient Mariner' now.
To be exact, off the net.
Decided to save money by not buying the quite-exp book.
Tho I would love to have it, it's beautiful.
To put it bluntly, my dad's broke.
Why do people ever call people who are poor broke in the first place?
You mean, people break something when they are poor?
Ok ok, haha I actually know what it means lah.
But back to the point, my father is really broke.
No more EPL.
No more Sex and the City.
No more MTV.
No more internet! -gasp-
But he says he will restore it soon at god-knows-when.
He hasn't been going to OTs for a long long time.
And I decided to 'tok' his 'cai tao' at such a situation.

Yup, the $2400 Europe trip.
I would really really love to go!
But that would come at such a hefty price.
So, I've decided not to go anymore.
Not that my father said,
"So exp, don't go lah. Next time I bring you go k?"
That was what he told me when I was young and want to go such trips.

No he said he would sponser me and of course I had to refuse.
No way I'm going now. I would still love to ;(
All I want from my dear parents is to
at least let me sleep till morning without waking me up.
You want to fight, at least find the right time.
Nah, I don't want to talk about it le.
Sometimes I wonder ifwhat I'm doing is the right one
or if I'm being selfish?
If I do the so-called right thing, it will be 7 years down the drain.
But what if the so-called right thing isn't the right thing?
That's the problem.
Don't understand? Good.

Home sweet home now.